I missed last week but there wasn’t much that happened that I needed to write about. Tried a few more juices but have missed this entire week this week. So, need to get it together and restart for the week.
One thing, I do need to vent about is Friday, I was blindsided by getting written up for not being with the patients as much as I should be and basically not being a team player. I was also asked to apologize to the other assistant. I signed the paperwork without a fight because I wasn’t expecting it and I was busy with patients. Normally, if I just vent to someone about it, I will feel better and then move on. But this time when I vented about it, it made me more upset that I have been working my buns off to get everything straighten behind the scenes and still seeing patients but I apparently have not in the eyes of everyone at the office. The part that irks me the most is that I am the one constantly working through lunch and after 530pm every day but I am “not with patients” so how does that work? And how am I so exhausted every day if all I am doing is sitting in front of a computer not getting anything done. All weekend I have woken up thinking about it and wondering were they saw that the other assistant had seen 90% of the patients, when on Monday, the office manager came up to me while I was with a patient and asked me why the hygiensts were sitting the patients and where the other assistant was. I would like to speak to the office manager and the dentist about it, but I feel like they never gave me the common courteous to let me know there was a problem.
I just need to save money and focus on housing and a job in central Florida. I have been in this state unwillingly for two years too long. I should have left the week after the break up. But I don’t regret it fully, I have made friends and memories and travelled.
Headed to brunch. Love food.
Sooooo…..I meant to reread and post that last night. But, I went to brunch and drank until work at 5. Then was told I was suppose to be there at 3. SMH. Thankfully, everyone was extremely chill and I just worked through the drunk and sobered up by the time I was leaving.
Also, meaning I have now been to work today. I didn’t talk to the doctor or the office manager. In the morning huddle, the office manager did address a few things that I was going to address with her and the doctor as well. So, I felt like it was a good start and just to leave it and see how and where it went. I didn’t get a lunch today and I also didn’t check my company email or check in any lab cases or check the schedule ahead of time because I didn’t want to sit in front of a computer too long. *sigh* I am exhausted and hungry as usual. Just three more days until the concert though. So, I am just counting the days until that.
12 more day until we head to Raleigh for the St. Patrick’s Day bar crawl and my birthday.
31 days until Hawaii for a week.
50 days until Orlando for a family trip/extended family (Cole, that’s you and the crew. Pony up).
Until next time,